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Crazy!


Sinning on my mind,
Holy to my soul.
Running from shadows I ain't see,
Only to end up behind them.

Detrimental to my being,
Sane to the world.
Saddened to my heart,
Happy to the world.
Scared of beautiful,
I embrace ugly.

Fear my dreams,
Love my nightmares.
A human outward,
An angel inward.
Think of hell,
Hope for heaven.

My pursuit of happiness,
Only but temporary,
But it's never ending .
My ambitions are good,
My dreams are perfect.

A race against myself!
Let the pursuit begin.
And,

May the odds ever be in my favor.

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